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2010-11-24T00:45:00.000-08:00

Love Is all Around (Chapter 2 : Back to Korea)

2010-04-27T08:00:00.000-07:00

Ga Eul was smiling all the times since she woke up. She went down after she finished putting a light make-up. She blushed again when she remembered the kiss last night. Ga Eul couldn’t help but feeling overexcited that she’s going to get married after three months. Yi Jung told her that he’s going to have an exhibition for the first time after he got back from Sweeden after 2 months. So, they will be engaged first for 3 months. Ga Eul walked down her apartment.

“Morning my sunshine!” A voice greeted her happily.

“Sunbae!” she blushed again. Yi Jung sent her to the kindergarten making all the teachers watched in envy.
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Yi Jung was smiling for the whole day thinking that Ga Eul was officially his fiancée now. He was going to introduce her on his exhibit two months later and marry her a month after that. Everything seemed to be in place right now and he felt like he was the happiest man in the world. Yi Jung stopped reading the document and closed it for awhile. He took a newspaper and read.

NEWS: THE HEIRS OF KIM CORPORATION ARRIVED IN KOREA
The heirs of Kim Corporation arrived together at the airport yesterday making the airport became chaotic. Kim Jaejoong, Kim Heechul and Kim Kibum arrived at 5p.m yesterday were escorted by almost 50 bodyguards.

Kim Jaejoong and Kim Heechul, the world’s famous celebrities revealed at a show in London before, that they were the heirs of the Kim Corporation followed by Kim Kibum, the world’s famous sculptor’s statement involving his retirement from art’s world because of the company’s businesses making both the art and business world shocked.

A press conference will be made by the President of the Kim Corporation, Miss Kim Ae Ra but the date haven’t revealed yet. According to our sources, they were still waiting for the other heirs.

He stopped when he spotted the picture of the heirs. He knew Kibum when he attended an exhibition in US a year ago and the mysterious guy was quite interested in pottery. Truthfully, he was quite shocked when he read the news. The picture the Kibum as the heir in the newspaper was far different from the guy who dressed like a commoner that he met a year ago. He never knew that guy is also an heir. He barely remembered about the Kim family. He just knew that they disappeared completely from business world around ten years ago.

Suddenly, his phone rang making his attention diverted to the phone. He smiled when he saw the name appeared on the screen.

“Ga Eul-yang, admit it… You miss me right?” He smirked when he imagined Ga Eul blushing on the other side.

“Hmm… maybe…” Ga Eul teased him. He chuckled.

“Yi Jung-ah…. Jandi asked me to accompany her today for her wedding preparation… so, we can’t go out later,” Yi Jung frowned. Ga Eul was alarmed when she didn’t hear Yi Jung’s voice.

“Please… It’s just for today…” Yi Jung took a deep breath. Now, he’s the one who’ll be missing her.

“Okay…” He finally agreed. “But, tell Mrs. Gu that Chu Ga Eul will be booked by So Yi Jung for the next 7 days…” he said in a voice full of authority.

“Yah! It’s not fair! And I’m not a thing you know…” she rolled her eyes but still amused with Yi Jung’s possessiveness.

“I love you!” He clicked the phone to stop her nagging him. She might be his country bumpkin but her lectures are no joke. He laughed and suddenly he heard that voice again.

“Tell Mrs. Gu that Chu Ga Eul will be booked…..” The mafia prince imitated Yi Jung’s voice in a mushy tone receiving a smack and a piercing glare from Yi Jung.

“Seemed like the Casanova had drown into the country bumpkin spell…” He laughed.

“I’ll take that as a compliment… by the way, what’s the thing that brought you in here without even care to knock the freaking door first???” He asked Woo Bin. That guy casually sat on the couch there and took the newspaper.

“Chill bro… Yoochun and Eeteuk hyung will come back tomorrow… and they’re going to stay in Korea for quite sometimes…” he informed Yi Jung causing that man to look at him with a weird expression

“I thought they love staying in U.S…” Woo Bin shook his head.

“Chunnie said something about Teukie hyung falling in love with a girl and he’s going to win her heart... I don’t really get the details since Jun Pyo and Jandi were arguing that time…” he said while grinning.

“Hyung fell in love???” First it’s about the Kim family and now even those two brothers coming back to Korea??? Seriously, Korea will be flooded with rich kids!
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Ga Eul was looking around while waiting for Jandi to finish changing. She blushed when she imagined herself and Yi Jung on their wedding day. Drowning into her thoughts, suddenly Ga Eul bumped into a man.

“I’m sorry…” She bowed repeatedly at the man wearing the black suit. Ga Eul looked at him only to see him smiling showing his dimples.

“It’s okay. Are you okay Miss?” he asked her. Ga Eul nodded.

“I was too occupied just now to find this place…” He smiled warmly. Suddenly Jandi came out causing both of them to look at her.

“Jandi???”
“Oppa???”

“You guys knew each other?” Ga Eul suddenly asked.

A/N: Curious about the guy??? Hihi...

Something bad happened to one of my bestfriends last week so I was kinda distracted. I'm sorry to those who requested for one-shots in SooHyun's art...^^
Mianhe, I'll try to finish them by the end of this week...^^

Love Is all Around (Chapter 1 : The Confession)

2010-04-15T20:59:00.000-07:00

A young girl was seen walking to the café without looking around her. Suddenly her phone rang. She picked it up without looking at the caller id.

“Oh, Jandi-ah… No, I’m free right now. The kids have a tour to a museum… really?!! Okay… I’ll be there…” Ga Eul hang up her phone with a smile formed on her lips.

She then hailed a cab and went to the F4 lounge. Jandi asked for her help to do the decorations for Jun pyo’s birthday. She was happy that Jun Pyo proposed to Jandi last week – a day after Yi Jung returned to Korea. She sighed when she remembered the only guy that made her heart beat faster than usual.

“You’re still putting too much strength on you wrist…” Ga Eul looked up only to see the guy she missed the most smiling at the door.
“Yi Jung sunbae…”

Ga Eul shook her head. She actually never thought that Yi Jung would grant his promise, but, he didn’t say anything that would give her a hint that he loved her.

She arrived at the F4 lounge and paid for the cab. When she entered the lounge, he found Jandi and Ji Hoo were arranging the food while Yi Jung and Woo Bin were hanging the decorations… err… more like goofing around.

“Oh, Ga Eul-ah, come and help me…” Jandi said. She smiled and went to help her. Somehow, she felt quite disappointed that Yi Jung didn’t even notice her.

On the other hand, Yi Jung was getting tense when he saw Ga Eul went inside the lounge. Woo Bin nudged him playfully.

“Yah! It’s your country bumpkin…” He whispered. Yi Jung glared at him and acted to be preoccupied with the decorations when in fact all he did was only wiping the innocent pink balloon.

The surprise party went on very well since Jun Pyo didn’t even remember that day was his birthday because he’s too happy that he will marry Jandi at the end of the month. Yi Jung was eyeing Ga Eul that was currently having a conversation with Ji Hoo.

‘Aisshh! Didn’t she notice that I’m sitting here like a fool??? At least she should come and have a conversation with me…’ Suddenly someone slapped his shoulder.

“Yo man! What’s with the pout???” Woo Bin asked though he obviously knew why. Yi Jung just looked at him without any expression.

“I’m tired…” He said and went away without saying anything. Woo Bin shook his head knowingly. He really wanted to punch Yi Jung if that could make his sense came back. How could he expect Ga Eul knew his feeling when he never utters any words about it?
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“Ga Eul-yang, can we talk???” Ga Eul was quite shocked when she the voice behind her. She turned and saw Yi Jung smiling at her. She smiled back

“Of course…” Ga Eul said unsure. She just declined Woo Bin’s offer to take her home since Yi Jung was nowhere seen in that lounge earlier. She thought Yi Jung had left. Yi Jung pulled her to his car.

“Yi Jung sunbae, where are we???” she asked curiously when Yi Jung stopped his car at a park. He smiled and got off the car before he went to open the door for Ga Eul.

“Come!” he pulled her hand again and bring her to the center of the park. He clapped his hands two times and the light was on. Ga Eul was so shocked. It looked like she’s in the fairytale land and she’s the princess. Yi Jung smiled charmingly.

“Sunbae….” Yi Jung put his finger on Ga Eul’s lips indicating her not to say anything.

“Ga Eul-ah, marry me?” and that blunt question surely almost made her almost faint. Yi Jung looked really nervous waiting for her answer. Ga Eul laughed in her heart. Evil plan surely struck into her mind.

“The ring looks beautiful sunbae…” She took the ring and examined the diamond. It’s a very simple yet classy ring unlike the ring that Jun Pyo gave to Jandi. Yi Jung groaned.

“Ga Eul-yang, I’m not asking whether the ring is beautiful or not…” Ga Eul was about to say something when they suddenly heard a voice.

“Yah! Ga Eul, accept it already… we’re dying with the mosquitoes here!!” Both of them turned their gaze at the bush only to see Woo Bin and Ji Hoo.

Apparently Woo Bin heard Yi Jung and Ga Eul talking so he dragged Ji Hoo along with him since Jun Pyo also hinting them to leave him and Jandi alone. Yi Jung groaned in frustration again. He will surely give that mafia prince a good smack for interrupting them. But, he had something to settle first.

“So…. Ga Eul-yang…” before Yi Jung could say anything further; Ga Eul gave him a peck on the lips. He smiled dreamily and quickly took out the ring and slipped it onto Ga Eul’s finger before pulling her into a passionate kiss.

“Yah! Get a room you two!” they quickly pull out. Ga Eul was blushing furiously. Yi Jung turned his gaze on the mafia prince. Woo Bin grinned nervously while Ji hoo already fast asleep on the bench near them.

“Come here you brat!!!” Woo Bin quickly ran followed by Yi Jung. Ga Eul chuckled lightly watching them acting like little kids far different from the charming heirs that everyone usually saw on television.

A/N : I like how Yi Jung act in front of her...^^
Comments if you like this story and I'll update faster!

Love Is All Around (Forewords)

2010-04-15T20:40:00.000-07:00

A/N : I love SoEul couple so much! I was planning on putting this fic on Lovers Unparalleled but since I have this site now, maybe, I'll consider about that later. Anyway, here's the forewords...

Forewords

"Aera, you must find her no matter what happened. I know she's still alive..." The woman held the young girl's hand firmly. Aera nodded.

"Umma, don't worry... I'll find her no matter what happened..." she said to assure her.

"I...I... don't think I can w...w...wait..." she gasped. Aera quickly push the button to call the doctor.

"Umma! Umma!"

"Aera, Remember... t..t...take... care..of... your brothers..." tears flowed uncontrollably from the young girl eyes when she nodded upon her mother's words.

"F...find... your... sister," suddenly doctor came rushing into the room.

"Miss Aera, can you go out for awhile?" the nurse lead her towards the door as she didn't seem like willing to go out from the room.

"Please... save her..." The nurse nodded and closed the door while she fell on the floor crying.

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A/N : That's for the forewords.... I'll post up chapter 1 immediately...Pls leave your comments! ^^

DongbangZ Junior Generation (Chapter 1: They're back! + The not so stressful meeting)

2010-04-15T16:29:00.000-07:00

Hey guys!

I wasn't planning on posting up this chapter before I get 5 comments until I read one comment on the forewords that I posted before and I think she's right... So, here's the first chapter!(to prove that I can write...Lol...) Enjoy!

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Li Yin walked into the meeting room followed by her manager. All eyes were fixed on her as soon as they heard her walked into the room. Sensing that she’s already a few minutes late, she bowed first before looking around to find a place to sit. Li Yin ended up taking the seat between Taeyeon and Mr. LSM’s secretary since she’s a soloist. By order, it would be LSM, his secretary, Li Yin, followed by the groups’ leaders, Taeyeon, Leeteuk, Yunho followed by DBSK members, Super Junior members and the last, SNSD members around the table. There’re 15 managers that ended up taking the seats behind the artists. The huge meeting room seemed to be very crowded although it’s already the biggest meeting room in SM. Although the room was packed with the noisiest people in the world, it’s just a wonder when it became too quiet. Only faint whispers could be heard around the room. Li Yin bent a little to nudge Taeyeon and whispered.

“What happened?” Taeyeon went closer to her ear and whispered.

“I don’t know… Sungsaenim had been serious ever since we arrived… by the way, why are you late? Usually, you’ll be the first one to arrive in every meeting…” Li Yin looked at her while slightly pouting.

“You do know that I arrived at the same airport with them. I had to wait until their fans left before I could leave the airport…” Taeyeon silently chuckled when Li Yin secretly glared at Junsu’s direction.

Then, a fake cough coming out from the man they called Sungsaenim. He looked at all the artists first before observing back the paper on his hand.

“I’m glad that all of you managed to join the meeting this time even though DBSK and Li Yin just arrived from Japan and China,” He spoke while glancing towards his left where they sat before he continued. “We’re going to make a huge collaboration between all of you this year. That’s mean Li Yin and DBSK will be back to Korea this year,” Yunho suddenly raised his hand.

“What did you mean by the huge collaboration?” Murmurs could be heard all over the room.

“Glad you asked. For this year, all of you will create a new group consist of 10 members. We will shuffle the names and picked them randomly. This group will re-debut and last only for a year,”

“We’ll gain more antis like that…” Taeyeon suddenly spoke. LSM smiled.

“Maybe… But, we won’t know until we tried… The albums sales had been dropping lately. Of course DBSK album did very well but the disbanding rumors made your fans upset. Li Yin‘s popularity in K-pop also dropped. Super Junior also got too many scandals right now. I know you might think this is the craziest idea, but, if you noticed, many groups had debuted lately. If all of you did collaboration, all eyes will be fixed on you because you’re forever idols. To make matters easier, we already discussed with the presidents of your fan clubs. Cassiopeia already gave their green light as long as it means no disbanding, E.L.F are still considering, Chocolates gladly agreed and Sones also agreed,” all of them nodded.

“Then, how about SHINee, f(x) and CSJH?” Kangin suddenly asked.

“They’ll continue doing their activities. CSJH will make their comeback at the end of this year at your last concert,”

“Great! We’re in…” DBSK said together. Taeyeon looked at her members.

“I think we’re also in…” she said. Leeteuk looked at his members one by one including Henry and Zhou Mi.

“If that means Kangin, Hankyung and Kibum back into the industry… Count us in…” Hankyung, Kibum and Kangin smiled. They’ve been away long from the stages that they began to miss it. LSM then looked at Li Yin. She hesitated a little.

“I…urm… I… okay… I’m in,” she said with a low voice.

“Great! Okay, now go back to your dorms and rest for the whole week. All of you will be very very busy this year. Li Yin-sshi can you stay for awhile after this. We’ve got to talk…” Li Yin nodded. He then announced that the meeting is over.
All of them literally jumping and talked while walking towards the door. Taeyeon patted Li Yin’s back.

“Good Luck! And come to our dorm after this. I know you’re bored eating ramen…” She giggled at her last sentence. Since their trainee days, she knew Li Yin isn’t the type that would bother anyone to get some food and she didn’t know how to cook either. So, she always ended up eating ramen quietly. Sometimes, Hankyung would come over and bring her to his dorm to eat Chinese food or bought her something to eat since she’s his mei mei.

“You’re teasing me again…” She pouted. Taeyeon chuckled and went towards the door following the others. Suddenly Hankyung walked to her.

“Li Yin-ah, let me accompany you to Sungsaenim office. Then, we can go to my dorm to eat. You didn’t plan eating ramen again today right?”

“Geez Hankyung…No need to be so overprotective. She’s not a little girl, right Ri In?” Heechul suddenly spoke. Li Yin chuckled while nodding.

“Its okay gege. I can manage. Taeyeon asked me to go to their dorm after this. Don’t worry, I’ll eat proper food today,” Hankyung nodded.

“If that’s so, then we’ll be going first. Call me after you finished,” Heechul rolled his eyes at Hankyung’s overprotective nature while Li Yin let out a small laugh.

“I will gege… Annyeong!” She waved to them as Heechul dragged Hankyung out of the room. She smiled as she turned around and saw DBSK.

“Ri Innie!” Jaejoong suddenly came and hugged her. Startled by that sudden action, she stumbled back a little.

“Yah Hyung! Get your hands off my girl! You’re killing her!!!” Junsu pulled Jaejoong from her. Li Yin breathed again only to be choked by the almighty Kim Junsu himself.

“Ri Innie!!! Why didn’t you call me lately?!!!” He whined while hugging her. Yunho shook his head and pulled Junsu’s ear when he saw Li Yin struggling to escape from Junsu’s hug.

“AH! Hyung! You’re hurting me!!!” *SMACK*

“Yah!! Better hurting you rather than letting you killing our Ri In here,” Yoochun said. Ri In smiled at them and glared at Junsu.

“She’s not ours. She’s MINE!” He put his arm around her waist until Li Yin pinched his arm really hard.

“Ouch!!! You said you love me!!! Why did you pinch me?!!!” He whined again while rubbing the sore spot.

“If it wasn’t because of certain someone who lost his own passport, I wouldn’t have to wait for freaking 5 hours until Cassiopeia left the airport…” She said while glaring at Junsu. Junsu rubbed his head guiltily.

“Poor Ri Innie… Come to our dorm after this. I’ll cook today…” Jaejoong said.

“Yay! FOOD!!!” Changmin jumped.

“Mianhe oppa. Taeyeon asked me first,” she said while smiling.

“Tsk…Tsk… We’ll never get our chance. It’s always either CSJH, Suju or SNSD hogging on you when you came back to Korea…” Yoochun shook his head like a wise old man.

“Oppa… Mianhe… But we have one whole week!” she said to cheer them.

“Okay. Let’s go guys!!! We need to talk with them about this matter or else we won’t have any chance to spend our time with Ri In again!!!!” Jaejoong said determinedly and dragged Yunho followed by Changmin and Yoochun.

“I… urm… I’m sorry…” Junsu said while Ri In ignored him.

“Yah Dolphin! Let’s go!” Jaejoong suddenly shout causing Junsu to startle. He hesitated a little before he made his way towards them. Li Yin shook her head before she made her way towards LSM office....
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A/N : Is it okay??? *praying* I'm glad if readers could leave their comments. I'll post up the next chapter if there's more than 5 comments...^^
and is it too long? Because if I continue to write this story, I'll write the next chapters as long as this one. So let me know if it made you guys cringe in disgust... Lol...

DongbangZ Junior Generation (Forewords)

2010-04-14T21:12:00.000-07:00

DBSK + Zhang Li Yin + Super Junior + SNSD = DongbangZ Junior Generation????

Sneak peek

“You do know that I arrived at the same airport with them. I had to wait until their fans left before I could leave the airport…” Taeyeon silently chuckled when Li Yin secretly glared at Junsu’s direction.

“What did you mean by the huge collaboration?”

“We’ll gain more antis like that…”

“You’re teasing me again…”

“If that’s so, then we’ll be going first. Call me after you finished,”

“By the way, I’m calling you here to discuss about this project…”

"Sungsaenim, can I not join this project???"

A/N: I'm not good at writing forewords but here's some sneak peek to the 1st chapter. This fic isn't my priority because I typed it out of my own control...-.-" I'm posting it first because I want to see your reactions. I'll continue to post up 1st chapter if there's more than 5 positive comments...
If not, I'll drop this because it'll be a waste if I continue to write this without any readers...^^

Moving On (One-shot)

2010-04-14T21:04:00.000-07:00

Inspired fully by Zhang Li Yin’s song, Moving On a.k.a Sunny day, Rainy day

“I’m sorry…” with those words, he walked away from me leaving me alone. Why? Why did he do this to me? Unconsciously, my body already slumped onto the ground as my knees weakened. Tears flowed uncontrollably. Is this the feeling? Is this the feeling of a broken heart? If that’s so, then Lord, please kill me for I can’t stand this feeling anymore. It’s unbearable. My chest tightened. I don’t care if people said I’m crazy since to me, life is worthless. I’m already broken…

I came out from the bathroom after the long shower. I’m so tired today considering that we had to work overtime to meet the deadline. My left hand reached for the mug while my other hand took the spoon. I made my favorite coffee with mind full of thoughts. Well, mostly about work. The smell of the coffee filled my nose as I poured in hot water. After finished making the coffee, I went to sit on the couch in front of the big window. The night view here is very beautiful which was the reason why I bought this condominium. Sipping the coffee, memories flowed back into my mind.

Some people said that five years are quite long. But to me, it felt just like yesterday I went home crying and crying again until my brother came and asked me what happened. Our parents died in an accident when I was 2 years old so my brother brought me to country side and took care of me. I barely remembered them. I just grew up only with the irrevocable love given by my brother and the pictures of our parents. I fell asleep after hours of crying. As far as I remember, after that day, we moved to U.S and I finished my studies and graduated there. Finally, I came back to work here as my brother assigned me to take over the company’s branch here. As for him, he had to stay in U.S to manage the company. I think he felt that I’m already big enough to live by myself.

My lips curved to form small smile thinking about how protective he is when it comes to things involving me. My gaze suddenly diverted to the painting situated on the wall beside the window. It was the first thing that caught my eyes after I went back to our old house. I don’t know why, I just couldn’t throw it even though it reminded me so much about him – the one that broke my heart. As if on cue, rain suddenly started to fall. Through the window, I could clearly see the rain. I just couldn’t deny the little shattering pain that slowly burning in my heart. Yes, it’s hurt but I’m already too used to it. That’s why I said five years wasn’t long – it’s just not long enough for me to forget him…

I was on my way to meet a client at a café when I spotted a very familiar figure stood in front of my car. When I saw her, my feet immediately froze. Sensing my presence, she turned around and smiled at me. With all my might, I smiled back while trying to hide my mixed feelings. I can’t let my guard down in front of her. I just can’t. It was then I realized that she was no longer wearing the diamond ring that he gave her 5 years ago. Instead, she wore a very simple ring which suddenly reminds me of something happened 5 years ago.
Flashback…
“I think she will like this one,” I pointed a simple yet elegant ring to grab my brother’s attention. He turned his gaze to the ring pointed by me and smiled.
“I’ll take this one!” He said excitedly.

“Can we talk for a while?” her voice suddenly brings me back to the reality. I looked at her for awhile before nodding my head. I called my one of the manager to replace me meeting the client. We then proceed to the restaurant near my office. It’s a high class restaurant and there’s only two couples eating there that time. It’s surely a perfect place for us to have a serious talk. I ordered cappuccino and she ordered latte, my brother’s favorite drink. After the young waitress gone, she took out a black box and a letter.
“I’m sorry for everything happened 5 years ago,” she narrated. I sensed a trace of regrets formed in her eyes.
“I think you should read this first before I explain everything to you…” She handed the letter and the box to me. My hands slightly trembled as I opened the letter.

My dear princess,
I hope you’re doing very well now. I know you will because you’re a very strong girl. If you’re reading this, it means I didn’t make it. But, don’t cry because you’ll hurt me. I’m watching you from up here… I’m sorry for breaking your heart because I don’t want you to see me dying. Don’t get angry at my ‘girlfriend’, she just trying to help me and she’s in love with your brother!

I love you and will always love you…
With love,
Your Prince

I noticed tears flowed down wetting the letter. My heart shattered again into pieces. You jerk! Why did I ever fall in love with you?!!! How could you abandon me just because you’re dying!

“He got a brain tumor. The moment he was being told by the doctor that his chance of surviving was less than 10%, he asked me to become his fake ‘girlfriend’. I finally agreed when he begged me. He loved you so much that he didn’t want you to see him die because he knew you also loved him as much as he did. He thought if he broke up with you, you’ll move on and find another guy. Your brother went to find him the day he broke up with you. I saw your brother punched him but he didn’t hit back nor ran away. Luckily I was there and I was the one who explained it to him. He begged your brother to bring you away as you might hear people talking about his death. After he died, I went to U.S to find your brother and give these to you. But, when he told me about your condition, I know, it’s not the right time to give these to you. After you came back here, we discussed about it and he finally agreed that we can’t keep this secret from you anymore. I’m sorry…” She looked in my eyes and I could see tears threatened to fall from her eyes.

“This is the ring that he wanted to give you as your birthday present…” she continued. I opened the box. It’s a diamond ring with the word ‘princess’ carved on it. “Tell me where his grave…is” I tried to speak calmly almost whispering even if I already couldn’t hold the tears.

I put the yellow acacia on his grave. The diamond ring shone brightly on my right hand. I smiled.
“How are you? See… I’m smiling now. Remember you used to give the yellow acacia before we started to date. Let me tell you a secret… Actually, I already know the meaning of yellow acacia. But, I just wanted to torture you a little bit by acting dumb…” I chuckled when I remembered the days before he confessed to me. My vision suddenly blurred as tears formed in my eyes.
“I wish I would never do that and we would probably spend more time together…” I whispered.

My brother had moved here since he’ll get married by the end of this month. He already moved the company centre here as he planned to settle down here. I quitted my job the day after he came back. I knew, he was worried about me but I assured him I would be just fine because I’m no longer the little girl who always clung onto him before. I joined the volunteer team to help children around the world.

As for my memories with him, I decided to keep it deep in my heart. Some of my friends said that I still couldn’t let him go. I didn’t deny it. He’s my first love and probably my last love because even if I want to let go and walk forward alone, I know, I’ll never be alone for his memories still live inside my heart forever…

The sound of the rain outside the window echoes throughout the empty room
In my dreams I pray tomorrow will be a sunny day
The last kiss goodbye; how can I not yearn for you
I'll regard it as a keepsake, a memento of your farewell

Memories keep me company throughout the long lonely nights
Sunlight quietly streams into my room
Why do I feel this little shattering pain
Slowly burning into my heart; I miss your face

Standing at the boundary between a sunny and rainy day
Should I smile or should I cry
Just let myself fall apart

Standing at the boundary between a sunny and rainy day
I want to let go and walk forward alone
But I discover I haven't gone far at all

My thoughts spread, my steps refuse to go forward
Retreating to once again welcome that dilemma
Why can't I reach the side of the sunny day
My expression is already exhausted, but I still don't regret

Standing at the boundary between a sunny and rainy day
Should I smile or should I cry
Just let myself fall apart

Standing at the boundary between a sunny and rainy day
I want to let go and walk forward alone
But I discover I haven't gone far at all

Standing at the boundary between a sunny and rainy day
Should I smile or should I cry
Just let myself fall apart

Standing at the boundary between a sunny and rainy day
I want to let go and walk forward alone
But I realize I can't stop these tears

Date finished: 15 March 2010, 06.25p.m

A/N : Yellow acacia is the symbol of secret love